A little bit stressed...

So...my maternity leave is up this Friday and I have to get a job : / I've applied a bunch of places and am supposed to have an interview this week for one of them. How do you cope with leaving a sweet,precious 2 month old boy?? This has been SO heavy on my heart lately...but I know I have to do it. Any suggestions to help?

Also, my awesome parents are taking us on a family vacation to SD in 8 weeks. 8 WEEKS! I just had a baby?!?! How am I supposed to do that?? I've been doing WW for the last week...but seeing as how I'm breastfeeding I can't lose more than 2 lbs a week : / Spending a week on the beach with my family sounds amazing! Spending a week in swim suits...not so amazing.

I know that I'm being a big baby and whining about things that people deal with every day..and that many people would welcome compared to the trials they are going through right now...I'm just feeling a little overwhelmed! Good thing I have this amazingly sweet boy to keep me happy and wash my stress away each day!