Who I am

I totally stole this from a bunch of my friends. I feel like I know them a little bit better after reading it, so I thought I'd do it too! :)
I am- A daughter of the Almighty, a best friend, lover, and confidant to my wonderful husband, a mother to the sweetest boy on the planet and hopefully many more little ones to come.
I want- LOTS of babies.
I have- a heart that breaks easily for others
I wish- I could stay home and soak up every moment of my babies being little.
I hate- money. It's so complicated and ugly.
I fear- that something tragic will happen to us. I have to remind myself daily that God is in control and not be so obsessed with the thought of safety (thank you Francis Chan)
I hear- Landon saying "Mom" and my heart just melts all over the floor
I search- for God's will and for understanding
I wonder- if we will live in a box in another country one day...
I regret- not living life to the fullest and enjoying every moment I've been given
I love- My girlfriends. You know who you are. You are my net, always catching and supporting me. You are the best!
I ache- for babies in my arms. Babies from other countries, babies from this town, babies made by us. I just can't wait to give them love.
I always- laugh. I do it all day. Sometimes just because I want to cry...but laughing is more fun
I usually- drink soda. It's a terrible habit, but I absolutely love it.
I am not- a working mom. I just am not talented enough to be split and care about both...so we all know which one goes down the drain....: /
I dance- All the time. It's a fun silly thing that happens often in our house. Landon dances now too. There are several commercials that we rewind over and over and dance to :)
I sing- to praise my Jesus. It's definitely my form of worship.
I never- seem to get things the first time. I always have needed to learn the hard way!!
I sometimes- drive to Phoenix on a whim b/c I miss or feel like I need to be there for my friends and family :)
I cry- all the time. It's seriously constant. For happy and sad reasons. It's just how I roll.
I am not always- put together. In fact, I usually feel best after a long walk when I'm sweaty with minimal or no makeup and crazy hair from all the wind.
I lose- bobby pins. I buy those special blond ones from Target (remember we don't have a Target, so it's a long drive to get them!) and I can't ever seem to keep a package around for more than 6 months!
I am confused- why everyone cares so much about what other people are doing if it's not hurting anyone...
I need- family time, regularly and often!
I should- try to be less concerned about my weight and enjoy life!